(Source: lookbook.nu, via evaaaarr)
“this is the worst day of my life”…. “this is the worst day of your life SO FAR”
As drake put it, it’s good for someone to tell you when you fell off…
It really is better when you don’t give a shit. When you have to be the first to talk, first to instigate the conversation between people you think are close… you discover that really there is nothing there for you.
It may sound selfish to some of you but quite simply everyone needs attention every once in a while. They need that shoulder to cry on or hand to pull them back up to the level of normality that everyone else foolishly believes they live on.
I can’t help but look around at these people and wonder if they’d ever be there for me. It seems when I need them most, my problem evolves into their problem. So. As I sit in a helpless state, I am forced to put a smile on this face and pretend that nothing else matters but them. That, hey I’m not okay, but you know what, let’s worry about your minor issues.
Fortunately, in times like this you acknowledge those that are the ones you should keep close. Those people you can talk to and no matter how serious your situation, you can’t help but feel warm. Feel okay. Feel like everything is going to be just fine.
I can sit and have a coffee with mates for one hour and forget troubles of many more. I can sit at my desk, turn to my right and feel better with a simple glance. These two scenarios are all I need. Nothing else. The toe jai on my right, makes it all better.
